You HAVE to put this on your calendar!!

New show on Discovery Health on the 21st of Oct. I will be recording this on the DVR!!! Check it out here.... Freebirthing Show... Do NOT roll your eyes, you really should check it out! Its an awesome experience and will be doing it with the rest of my babies(if i have more)...

I Believe.....

That birth is inherently safe. The same loving, intelligent consciousness (All That Is, Goddess, God, Nature) that knows how to grow an egg and a sperm into a human being, knows how to get it out. Our job is simply to relax and trust. Birth is not a function of the conscious mind any more than digestion is.

I Believe.....

That the problems women sometimes encounter in birth can be traced to three main causes:

Poverty - lack of food and poor living conditions
Outside interference - doctors and sometimes midwives poking, prodding, testing, drugging, cutting, etc.
Inside interference - primarily fear which triggers the fight/flight response and shuts down labor, but also shame and guilt

When these factors are eliminated, most women can give birth easily, either alone or with friends and family.


I Believe.....

That our bodies and our babies are responsive to our thoughts. The best way to ensure a good pregnancy and birth is to think positively, face and overcome our fears, and believe in our own abilities.

Toughy...

If a Christian votes for Obama, does that mean they automatically become pro-choice??

In my opinion, YES!!

According to my very brief research, Obama is an advocate for the roe vs. wade case. Another thing I found.. is... Obama IS pro-choice, read it here.. This is probably already out in the known, as I don't watch anything on tv or research about the candidates, so I wanted to know for sure! Those poor babies that has to go thru that! They were created for a REASON!! Anyone ever heard of ADOPTION over abortion!?

I cant wait!

Since I have to wait for the movie, Fireproof, to come out on DVD instead of the theater, due to no subtitles or captions.. Why do they do this!? So anyway, i can at least read a book til I patiently wait for the movie to come out(end of January?).. I'm NOT a movie person but I sure cant wait to see this one! This book is... The Love Dare.. Check it out!!

100th post!!!

I cant even remember when i started this blog site...?? I'll have to look.. But i added a new application on my blog site. Its called... Feedjit(I think thats right!) It tracks the locations that views my blog but i noticed some repeated same towns/states and i have no clue who it is! I'm happy that there's people enjoying(i hope) my postings. I hope that I am helping others by viewing my sites on the right column of my page instead of offending some. If it offends you, not comfortable with it, or not open-minded about it, do not read it. I dont want to be judged at all by my lifestyle, although i do get this but I pray that those particular people will become open minded and supportive/respectful of our lifestyle/choices. I feel like those ppl that are this way, they feel... threatened(?), not wanting a reality check(?) or not wanting to change their ways? It really isnt that hard of a change, its all educated changes.. and for the best!
On a different note, I made more diaper patterns last night to try out!! I cant wait to get started on making diapers! Also ordered stuff online that i need to make these diapers differently. I had about 7 people email me about the diapers I posted on craigslist and they want to see pictures of the ones i will be making, so this is potential business waiting to happen.. :) I'm excited!! I'm excited to be able to have my OWN money in my pocket, not having to ask Alex for money and wanting to help Alex out with the bills too as well.. I'm praying we get that land!!! Sounds like we will be putting the house on the market as soon as we finish up our work around here. Which shouldnt be that bad.. just paint the rooms that havent been painted yet, install shelves in bathroom "closet" and new walls in garage.. Even if we dont get the land, we are still wanting out of here.. Dont think we are trying to sell this house to get that land..I cant wait!! Again, I'm praying this house sells quick but we'll see!! I just hope theres someone out there looking for a small house or wanting to downsize this house. We need your prayers!

for fun..

What color is the sky in your world? blue
Do you like Zebras? never been asked that question, umm they make alright zoo animals i guess...
Have you ver been asked out by a random stranger? yes... it was not cool at all..
Do you like the color green? I like hunter/forest/sage green but thats about it..
Would you ever get a Henna tattoo? if i had a nice pregnant looking belly, i would!!
Do you ever read celebrity blogs? nope
Do you like Salami? no..
Describe a red and black snake. ummm its red and black and it looks like a snake...
Did you play with Barbies or Hot Wheels? Hot Wheels, believe it or not... I was never a girly girl.. I hope for this too with my daughter.. *no offense* (love your answer, B! lol!!)
Why are some oranges called navals? I'll google it!
Do you like John Travolta? i do!!! He IS good looking(back in the younger days!) ok?! my son's middle name is named after his son... :D I also love that dimple on his chin.. how can you say he's ugly!?! :P
Have you ever done an interpetive dance? nope
Do you like flames on shoes,cars,drawings..etc? nope
Do you ever drink Maple Syrup out of the bottle? ewwww
What do you think of mellow dramatic people? They cant find anything better to do.. Get a life!
Do you talk to things other than humans? no??
Did/Do you like your math teacher? which one?? the jr. high math teacher had horrible coffee breath.. lol.. i wasnt a fan of the teacher who everyone thought was hot.. Miss Jacobson.. but i loved my 11th and 12th grade math teacher, Mrs. Rouw, she was so sweet!
Do you ever replace letters with symbols such as “@ for a, 3 for E”? no.. i keep it normal.. :)
Do you like the color pink? well.. i have a daughter, so i kinda have to like pink.. :) I love pink with brown!
Do you like the smell of fresh cut grass? sometimes
Have you ever pet a Burmese Python? *shivers* NO!
Are you a practing or non practicing religous member? practicing
Would you say your perverted? hehe.. no but i have said some really dirty jokes to certain ppl..
Can you strech your neck like a giraffe? not gonna try...
Do you watch Zoey 101? no thanks..
Do you like the smell of strawberry perfume? nah..that'd be too sweet of a smell for me
Did you know that a worm is not considered an insect? well i do now! so what are they?
Are you stereo-typical? i try not to be
Did/Do the popular girls hate you? i don’t think so?
Did you relize this is question number 33? i’m not counting
Are you bilingual, trilingual,..etc? bi
Can you do the Funky Chicken? you will have to refresh my memory on that one..
Do you say random crap for attention? no thats for ppl w mental illness..
What do you think of the word “spork”? i think of a fork..
Can you spell five plus words backwards? umm with lots of thinking involved...
Are you a heavy sleeper? some nights i am..
Are you the black sheep of the family? i am actually... :)
Did/Do you take art classes? yep
Have you seen the “SpongeBob SquarePants Movie”? no.. i dont even let my kid watch that show.. too stupid of a show!
Have you ever seen a cat hairball? eww dont even want to...
Do you like the smell of bread? only some breads

Land....

We went to go see the land site yesterday... I WANT IT!! The WHOLE 5.5 acres will be GREAT with me.. Even Alex wants it all, current owner is willing to split into 2 acres.. Pray for us please!! I told Alex... lets put the house on the market and rent a bigger house and split rent $$ with my dad, the duplex he lives in is transferring to a new owner and not really wanting to sign a lease with new owners, he is only home 2 weeks out of the month so its not really going to a big deal sharing a house with him, he'll just need a place to stay when he's home from business trips and a place for his stuff.. I think we will consider renting a house(its cheaper than our current house payment and helps us save $$ to build someday) after this house is sold.. I'm going to be praying about this and let God lead us where we should be going/doing..... I hope His plan is the plan I have in mind.. ;) we'll see!!!

Stuck...

I just don't know what to do........ this sucks! We're stuck in this small house not knowing what to do from here. We know we want to be out of this house but where to!? do we buy a bigger house or should we go ahead and put an offer on the land that I would like to be located at and build after saving up for a few years, but that does mean staying here til we can save up.. Alex seems to be about ready to lose his patience with this house... which is weird b/c he is only here half the time I'm here.. You'd think it'd be the other way around huh? Its been going ok so far in this house.. we do want more space.. I just need to get a shelf system for around the house to make it less stressful in here.. For example, this computer room, i have a big box of books in here waiting for SOMEONE to build me a bookcase... that someone is my hubby.. I asked for a bookcase for mothers day.. and we have like 6 totes of toys on floor that could use a shelf... Wall shelfs would be nice too for random stuff.. I'd love to have a room just for hobby stuff and computer room... I know how I want my future home to be built(picture above with a few changes to make, I'll have to hire my bro-in-law for that!) I'm just waiting for the right timing to come.. Sooo anyone with good advice? stay here and buy land and save or just move on to a bigger house? The perfect thing would be... move to a bigger house AND buy that land and save.. but thats not really possible right now.. What i was i even thinking in the first place to get a small house when i've always wanted 4 kids!?!?! STUPID!! Obviously i was in a hurry to move in our own house.. Now i'm sorry that I did that...... Hope someone learns a lesson from me!