Monday, June 16, 2008
overwhelmed
It all started this morning when i get unexpected news which shook my nerves for the rest of the day and put me on a mission to get everything done SOON and had a son demanding me to sit by him when doing whatever he's doing or wanting food or wanting something or needing something.. So here and there i was able to accomplish a few things but still wanted to get more done.. I've learned i can only do so much.. Alex asked me why am i so backed up?? he asked me this when he was on his way to the golf course to golf.. THAT IS WHY!! I cant do everything myself while watching a 2 year old.. *a demanding one at that* Carson is on my lap asking to look at Diego and Dora stuff.. I say no, he's ready to throw a fit... this is overwhelming! i'm trying to upload pics on the computer to put a few items on craigslist for my mom and myself...We need money for paint so this is my way of a possible way to get $$ if my practically brand new roller blades sell... How do these single moms out there do it all!?!? I'm thankful for my mother in law and sister in law who offered to watch Carson this week.. Which i will be taking advantage of! :) I should be able to get all the little simple tasks done while Carson is having fun with his cousins/aunts/uncles. Ah, i'm overwhelmed right now! We just got back from the playing at the school up the road.. This was requested by Carson while in the middle of painting stuff in the garage....... We are still waiting for Alex.. I'm going to make him buy pizza tonight.. I've had a day and not going to even bother with cooking! and plus its 7:45pm... ok.. praying for a good day tomorrow(Tuesday) AND productive day.. This makes me feel like a bad mom b/c Carson still wants my attention and i'm trying to do other stuff.. Note to others... Finish all your stuff up when you are FIVE months pregnant.. not 8-9 months pregnant..
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2 comments:
we all do it! :) it's the fun of being pregnant! hehe.... can't wait to keep carson!
hang in there! prayin for ya! you are doing a good job!!!! i know you are a good momma too!!!!
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