This baby makes me change my mind a lot! For a long time i was thinking its a boy but now I'm starting to think girl?? Some days this baby is sitting up above the belly button and some days its low.. I've been liking my chocolate lately and lots of moms thats pregnant with girls eat chocolate like crazy! My cousin did that when she was pregnant and she doesn't even like chocolate but loved it when she was pregnant. Its not like i eat chocolate ALL the time, just tend to crave it more often these days. I think we might do a different name for the girl.. and no, I'm not typing it on here! Don't you love sitting in suspense? :) I have about 3 names picked out and I think I will wait till baby comes and see which is best fitting for baby. For some reason, I'm referring the names to what color hair he/she will have.. LOL I don't know why!?
I just reminded myself of a dream that i had when i was pregnant with Carson. In that dream, it was a boy with blond hair and blue eyes and had rolls on his body, baby was about 7 months or so and was sitting across the room from me smiling and laughing at me.. I find it to be very ironic b/c thats exactly how Carson looked when he was that age.. I haven't had any dreams about this baby. Just a few about a boy but it was too vague that I cant remember how baby looked, I just remember that baby was born early and we called my dad right away and him and my sister came over in the middle of the night. There is only a FEW people(parents and siblings) we will be calling right away, due to not wanting certain visitors showing up at the door right away. That was a pet peeve for me when I had Carson. I didn't really feel comfortable nursing Carson b/c ppl kept coming in and out, I had someone to ask people to leave the room so i could nurse.. That was when i had no idea how to nurse! So this time, I'm praying everything will be better! It should be as I've had practice to nurse but I'm not looking forward to some comments people will have... I already know its coming.. ANOTHER reason why i don't want random visitors. Alex's pet peeve was practically my whole family was sitting in the waiting room while i was in labor and kept coming in and out of the room before Carson came.. So we'll be keeping labor a secret this time.. :) We want that family time only, not having other people be involved. At least I have a birth plan this time!!
I've been doing some sewing today on and off.. I'm surprised by how tiny the medium sized diapers look.. its only a MEDIUM!! Cant imagine what smalls look like.. It just makes me ready to see this new baby! Hopefully in a few weeks everything will be done, diapers and house.. Its getting better around here! Less stressful, either that or just I've been more motivated lately..
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