Am I getting nervous? you ask... YES.. I was almost in tears last night thinking about it in bed last night, more like in the EARLY a.m. I'm not sure if I'm prepared for another baby yet.. I AM looking forward to nursing and cuddling with a brand new baby but am I prepared to juggle my time between Carson and baby? Will Carson feel neglected? Its hard knowing that Carson wont be the only child much longer. Knowing that this arrival is going to be different than Carson's, that part makes me nervous. I need lots of prayers!! Luckily, we have people that is just a phone call away..
I'm very anxious to know what I've been carrying this whole time.. What this baby look like? Will he/she have loaded brown/black hair like his/her mom? Or be a blond like big brother Carson. Will all 10 toes/fingers be there? *The typical things that expectant moms think about*
Time is going by so fast.. We still don't have the rest of the house painted yet.. I decided to make a to-do list that needs to be done around the house.. I ask myself.. why do i overwhelm myself all the time? Maybe i take after my mom.. leave the ADHD part out.. :) But yea, its always a good feeling to scratch something off the list.. Pretty sure I make Alex feel overwhelmed too.. :) Oh well.. Could have been worse, this house could be a pit and everything piling up and feel extremely overwhelmed that you don't know where to start... That would drive me nuts! Some people are pretty good at staying calm when they live like that.. I don't know how?? No, my house is not perfect/spotless but its tolerable for all of us..
Lord, as my child learns to read your Word, write Your law in his/her mind and on his/her heart so that he/she always walks with a confident assurance of the righteousness of Your commands.
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love your new layout!!! 32 weeks! wow! i can't wait! ;) i want to see pics, or just see you! : ) either way i wanna see your belly!
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