26 weeks and 2 days

I know some ppl check this to see if I've posted a new blog. I have been either too tired to blog or keeping myself busy. This week I'm praying for a productive week as I have lots of diapers to make, but i'm NOT complaining, i'd rather work on diapers than housework.. I get to sit in the living room while cutting AND watch Carson play with his toys or watch him watch tv.. He always moves to a new spot every 5 mins or so and watches tv.. interesting! Some of you guys may be wondering whats new with the housing situation... We've been praying about it lately and asking God to lead us to the direction we should head to... I feel that we should stay here and wait.. *be surprised that i just said that* I am ready for a bigger place but we have lots of memories here in this house over the last 2 years we've lived here, it would be hard to move but I'm always up for new adventures anyway.. SOOO here's what we've been talking about.... Alex has already spent hours on the computer drawing up the addition to this house. So far, we will plan on that unless we find the PERFECT home for us in our price range.. which hasnt happened so far.. Some ppl have no clue what they are doing to "fix" their house up, getting it ready for the market.. In my opinion, that was a waste of their time and a pity for them since they did a crappy job and no one wants to buy a crappy house especially if you want wanting a high price out of it for your "proud" work.. So yea.. NEVER work on your house the cheap way if you don't know what yer doing.. HIRE someone! But with the addition, we'll probably wait til next Spring to do that, i don't feel like having a million things happen at once.. I want to be SETTLED when the baby comes.. Speaking of that, the weeks are going by FAST now.. I'm already getting into the 3rd trimester of the pregnancy, I feel overwhelmed with all the stuff i want to get done before baby arrives, that includes spring cleaning on top of that. I hope that Alex can get the interior walls painted just to bring some "warmth" to the house.. I'm getting tired of this white everywhere in the house.. I've got stuff that needs to go on the walls but waiting til we have colors on the wall.. White gets old.. i'm sure some of you guys already know that if you've experiencing it yourself or have experienced it.. I've NEVER lived in a house that had colors on the wall.. lol... crazy!!
Back to the pregnancy thing, got a million things running thru my head as I blog, sorry i skip around a lot on this thing... thats what blogging is for right?? same as journaling?? ANYWAY, about a month ago, I was having thoughts of this baby with no arms and legs, not dreams, just thoughts that'd randomly popped in my mind, well anyway, I wanted to confirm it to the ones i've mentioned that to, this baby DOES have at least legs or arms.. I feel those kicks/punch and sometimes it feels like its hanging off my right rib.. Does NOT feel good.. Carson's felt the same way, same side too!! I'm already having those uncomfortable sleep nights.. :( I'm sure with Carson being a bed hog on top of that makes it worse. I think that he feels that he HAS to sleep in an angle facing SE and NW AND has always has his feet digging into my side or belly.. You would think the twin size bed up against our bed would HELP?? No, not much at all..BUT I have to "appreciate" it b/c it won't be doing that forever.. lol.. Ok well.. thats the story of my life right now... This is long... sorry! its easy to ramble on and on..

Lord, I pray that You would give my child a heart that desires to obey You. Put into him/her a longing to spend time with You, in Your Word and in prayer, listening for Your voice.