busy bee

It feels like my brain will blow up one of these days from being so full of stuff! I believe that a woman thing, right? But yea, mama's girl only takes short naps and is CRAWLING(she has been for a little over a week) so I am in that stage again when I wonder where her next mission is: is she going after the cords, is she getting one of Carson's toy that she is not supposed to put in her mouth, is there anything in her mouth(who has eyes like her big brother, picks up the littliest thing(that my vacuum is not good enough for) off the floor) and so on...and those worries will keep getting worse.. Because of that, I've been tidying up the house more often, vacuuming the house more often, and when I start to clean, I tend to do the rest that goes with cleaning, like dust, clean the bathroom, make the beds(somedays), laundry and dishes.. I'm taking applications for maids, (for the ones that apply, I will feed you lunch and supper. I'm not selfish, I just dont have money!)
Carson, he LOVES to bug me(his mama doesnt)... always wants to show me something, usually its a game on the computer, always saying, "Mommy, I'm hungry"... so he is always making trips to the fridge/cupboard no matter how many times I've told him to stay out of the fridge/cupboards, he still uses his.. selective hearing method, must be taking after his aunt C. And latey, been wanting me to stay in bed with him and rub his back to sleep.. Regardless of his "buginess", he still brings a smile to my face and makes me laugh..
News about ME: I've been welcomed into the CSDVRS(videophone service for the deaf/hard of hearing) family.. This I get excited about as I will get to meet new deaf people and reconnect with my old deaf friends. It is a job that I will be doing at home and some traveling within distance and yes, I get to take my hubby and kids! :D And the pay is great! I've been praying for direction/leads on a job that will work out for me and the kids.. and we'll see if this is where God has been leading me. I am still in the interviewing process with the managers, one of the manager has already welcomed me so pretty sure this is a gauranteed job, just need to do a background check on me.. (what background check? I'm a good girl!)
I almost forgot... The other day.. was one of those days when you felt like a break was impossible and feeling overwhelmed with a lot of things.. I finally get to my bible that night, read a chapter, I got discouraged because I didnt even understand what it meant, I asked Alex, he had to read it a few times and think it over.. I closed the book and wondered to myself.. "who am I to even try to start an online bible study when I easily get discouraged with something I've just read and not understand it....."
So.. let me do some researching(which I haven't got to do lately...) and see if theres anything online that I can use that I think will be a great resource to use as an online bible study.. It wont be a book to read for bible study.. I want to focus on the BIBLE.. Sometimes I feel like giving up on this as it is on my mind a lot and feels like its adding more stress to my already stressed out mind.. *sigh* Suggestions anyone?