Monday, August 11, 2008

disorder???

Do i complain too much on this?? lol.. seems like i'm always nagging about all the stuff i need to do.. Like i tell some ppl... i think i have a disorder.. i cant stand it when my house gets out of control.. I hate how my house looks messy sometimes and takes my time away from my kids b/c I'm always trying to do something.. I've been trying to work on that and just let the house go and clean it up at night time when kids are asleep.. I've realized that when i tidy up Carson's toys, different/more toys comes right back out and theres more tidying up to do.. so.. thats actually wasting my time when I'm trying to make the house look nice.. who am i trying to impress?? no one really.. no one really stops by in the day time and if someone does.. i hope they understand that i have an almost 3 year old son that likes to play with his toys.. and then i feel like I've been lazy if they come over and see a mess here.. I also have a hard time focusing on one thing when i have a million things to do.. Can anyone relate to me??
I went through Carson's toys last night.. it feels so much better in here! I actually took some of his toys and some big toys out in the garage to put in the attic for now.. This house is too small for all the toys..
Ok next time i will keep my blog on a positive note.. no more nagging!! *bear with me*

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